Some years ago, I came across for the first time, an all-time favorite electronic card. This card just makes me laugh and laugh! It is the screaming banshee doing taxes. It is a card with both simple video and audio that just hits the sweet spot – that is, the sweet spot for a screaming banshee doing taxes!
If you find that kind of a thing as funny as I do, perhaps you also feel a level of stress or pressure around engaging with tax season. I admit feeling that pressure over the years, and not always for the same reasons! When we are at points where it is hard to make it from one pay period to the next, to just survive, it’s hard because the thought of having to potentially part with even more money just hurts so much.
Some of us who have more than a simple tax situation to look at can get stressed out just trying to make sure you get everything right. Others find themselves digging for information they are asked to provide that they didn’t know existed. Still others who are already facing a lot of unknowns approach tax season with a vague but growing sense of dread and pressure, wondering how bad will it be this year? And what will I do?
Then there are plenty of people that just don’t want to think about their money much at all. They want to have enough and be able to spend what they spend, but they do not want to take a closer look. They would rather do almost anything else than get honest – truly and specifically honest – about their personal finances.
But taking that look, whether it is something that happens during tax season or just as you are budgeting or planning with the resources God has given you, is just a fantastic opportunity to grow with Jesus. Your money shows a lot about your life. While we cannot avoid the IRS, the reality is that the remaining percentage of your resources goes somewhere. And you make decisions about where it goes.
When you see the overall summary and look
carefully at the pattern of those decisions, it
speaks a level of unavoidable truth about your
life, what you love, and what you value.
When a detective wants to put the pieces
together on a case, they can find so much aid in
following money trails and looking closely at
patterns, including spending habits. The patterns
of your spending say something about the
rhythms of your heart.
Some do not like looking too closely at either.
They just want to be free to live life however.
But the reality is, as Tim Keller has noted in some
of his writing (not sure of which book, possibly in
The Reason for God), that freedom is a lot more
complicated than you think. Avoiding truth
means creating more separation from the
abundant life and freedom that God deeply
desires you to experience.
I encourage you, however and whenever you look
at your own patterns and habits concerning your
resources, to invite Jesus into the process. He has
the grace, the truth, the hope, and the power you
need, as well as the love that your heart really
longs for, even in the midst of all of that.
May your heart rest in the abundance found in
Christ rather than in that much smaller pile of
resources you call “yours.” Christ is that much
better foundation, and He loves you deeply, no
matter your past or your current situation. Find
Christ; go to Him! Surrender all of yourself to
him, even the deepest parts of you. Trust Him as
your King as well as your Savior, and you will find
the rest your heart has always longed for.
Blessings,
Pastor Jeremy